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Fear

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 21, 2013, 9:32 PM
I went to take a blood exams recently, the amount is a bit more than usual though ^_^
did you know they take very large tubes of blood??
<I'm not afraid of it at all
However this time,  I seemed too have ran out of blood on my right arm after one tube...
After switching to the left hand and taking more, I seemed to have fainted... Since I don't remember anything and There was a bit of a commotion around me when my vision returned.
<I am afraid of causing trouble like this.
I don't know how to respond when asked about the reasons behind the tests.
They teased me about it and joked about death when I kept quiet.
I am happy that everyone is so casual about it, I'm really glad.
<I am afraid of being annoying by talking about things that sound like I am asking for sympathy

What I hate the most is openly complaining about pain or fear, but now I am doing it as well, aren't I such a hypoctite?
<I am afraid of myself when I am this way.

The doctors have recieved my reports already, and wants to see me next week.
<I guess I can say I'm really easily afraid ^___^

 



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*AKIMOTO-TSUBAKI Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry for not reading this sooner and supporting you >.<

Oh my goodness dear! You fainted? You have every single right to be afraid! I kno i'd be. I really hope that everything is alright! And i understand with not wanting to sound afraid because it might look like ur looking for sympathy cuz i feel that way too. But if ur afraid, its okay to say something as long as you have good intentions. As long as you kno that ur not out for sympathy but wish to convey ur feelings, which is healthy, i might add, then who cares what others think? Its not good to keep everything in, and especially in cases like this, its okay to say something. especially on the chance that someone else has gone through it too and can offer advice and the like.

So no worries! And i really hope you're okay :iconslowhugplz:
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:iconexaxanami:
Lol ~
thanks <3
It's okay, I'm okay~ Thank you for your concern C:
I just think that if I do happen to complain, my intentions will become evil for sure, that's all :>
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~bobismyname1 Mar 8, 2013   Digital Artist
It's perfectly natural to be afraid. I mean you are human after all and no one's perfect :) Hope you feel better soon!
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:iconexaxanami:
thanks for the encouragement (:
i do feel better
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:iconbobismyname1:
~bobismyname1 Mar 9, 2013   Digital Artist
I'm glad ^^
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~Ulalah Feb 24, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
it' can happen sometimes. i had blood a 2 full bag ( space in 2 weeks) take from me for surgery when i had my tumor. I felt dry out afterward...it's strange feeling...but the strangest feeling sugar pie. Was at the operation room. when they putting you to sleep..the anesthesia going to your body feels like pouring rubbing alcohol through our veins without the stinking effect . You actually feels it going up your arm...two minutes after i was out. :)
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:iconexaxanami:
oh yes oh yes! And you count numbers as the anesthesia works itself into your body.The doctors prepare their equiptment and the pro anesthesia person stares and waits for you to go out completely~~~~ its really rather magical, you will wake up in a whole new room , and will never remember what number you stopped at :iconhappyblueplz:
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Mood: Alarmed ~Ulalah Feb 25, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
true
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~SaitoGaika Feb 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I usually donate blood but my arm never ran out of it O.o maybe the nurse is unskilled :/
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:iconexaxanami:
O_o wow! Donation?
I hear they take bags and bags of blood for donation...
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